Wednesday, December 3, 2008 @ 11:34 PM
I'M JUST A STUPID BIG IDIOT :(Why is a idiot like me be born in this world?!
Did a good deed by helping an old lady who fell from escalator.
Made a very wrong choice(dont have the mood to talk about it).
I tried telling myself to talk to them but somehow words just can't seem to be coming out from my mouth. The number of sentences i had said is just less than 10, or even 5! What is the matter with me?! I don't even know it myself. Maybe "happy" and "laughter" are just getting more and more further away from me. Maybe I'm born to be a loner. Nobody knows.
I JUST WANT TO STAY HAPPY but why is it so hard for me?!!! And, what exactly is the right key to stay happy?! I guess I'll never get to know the answer to these questions.
Friendly tomorrow with Christ Church. Go, girls!