Just for you guys!
Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 9:19 PM
I really hope that we can all be like in the past.
Sharing all our stuffs together, laughing at people with funny actions, celebrating each others' birthday in a unique way, counting down to special occasions.
But why it somehow seems that it's impossible?
Can you guys just tell me what should i do in order to save back this friendship?
In the past, i used to think that times will never change, keep on thinking things will always be the same, but i'm wrong!
Everything will just change because of something you say or do.
I know i'm stubborn,
i know my attitude sucks,
i know i've got mood swing,
i know i'm hot-tempered,
i know i'm petty,
i know i don't know how to say good stuffs,
but i'm really trying very very hard to change!
The word 'CONTAGIOUS' should be representing the 9 of us, but why do i have the feeling that it just represents 8 persons?
Whenever i see any of your post saying where you guys go and what funny stuffs happen, i'll get very jealous!!!
I don't care whether you guys see this post or not, i just want to say out all my feelings and thoughts!
I admit that i don't have the guts to say all these stuffs in front of you guys and i hate the feeling of being left out!!!
I don't want to regret in the future!
I just want to say,
YOU GUYS REALLY MEAN A LOT TO ME!!!