Cause it's too late
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 11:51 PM
Isn't trust the most important within a family?
Why is it that what i say and do you guys just don't believe?
I say I didn't do it & I mean what I say!
Do you know how much I suffered?
I DOUBT SO!
The O' level is just $90 and know what I told the teacher?
"I have no money to pay!"
Do you know how much courage I took just to say this sentence in front of some classmates?
Some of them still said,"I paid $300 plus but you only pay $90 and you have no money to pay?!"
And the tuition fee, every students have the money to pay on time but me?
I have to wait until dad got his pay then I can pay.
How do you expect me to tell the teacher?
Tell him my dad has no money to pay? Or what?!
It is just so unfair in this world!
So what if I study hard?
What do I get in the end?
Scolding? Accuse? Or being a joke for others to laugh at?
So what if I got the bursary award?
Do I get back the money? I doubt so.
So what if I earn and save lots of money?
You will still think that all the money are from elsewhere!
Do you know how do I feel when you shout and scold me in front of my friend?
Do you know how it feels to be accused?!
YOU DON'T KNOW!!!
This month is really a horrible month for me!
First is my wallet,
next is my MYE,
then now being accused!
I'm just an outsider to you guys.
Now you should know the reason why I don't like to stay at home.
I don't sense any warmth in this house!
Why is so many things happening to me right before my O'level?
Be it between friends or family...
I' really very very tired.
I just need a long break!
