Whether you see this or not
Friday, May 29, 2009 @ 1:51 AM
I'm really sorry if I did anything wrong.
I know that it's useless for me to apologise.
But I just want you to know that
I treat you as a good friend, but not just hi-bye friend.
I don't wish to lose any more friends.
I finally know the reason why you give me such attitude whenever I try to smile or talk to you.
What you used to think about me is right, whether you believe it or not.
I'm very sure that
I'm a friend whom you can find anytime you need help,
a friend whom you can trust when you need a pair listening ears,
a friend whom you can cry on my shoulders whenever you feel like.
In your eyes,
I'm maybe just a hypocrite who loves seeing my friends suffering.
But I can tell you that I'M NOT!
I really didn't mean anything when I tell you stuffs that you wouldn't like to hear.
I don't even know you dislike hearing it.
I'm straightforward & this is my weakness.
I guess i lost many of my good friends because of this weakness of mine.
I don't care what others think.
That's their mouth & I can't control them.
But if you choose to believe them,
there's nothing I can do.
I'm sorry!